It’s been several months since I’ve posted anything here, a lot has changed, a lot, I am grateful-immensely grateful. To summarize what I’ve gone through in such a short time I’ll say this- believe, believe in yourself, believe in a greater power and keep going, DO NOT STOP. After spending around 2 years moving from one location to another looking for the people and environment that would best suit me, I’ve finally arrived. It’s better than anything I could have imagined, such is the glory of letting go and letting God/Goddess. It wasn’t easy, it was hell, but I pushed through taking it a day at a time knowing that I’d gone through worse as I child, I knew that I’d be strong enough to endure the storm. There were countless tears shed, waiting, and waiting for the blessing that I knew would come.
I’ve made it to a place physically, mentally, and spiritually which very few- considering my background- make it to. I survived many of my own shadows, depression, as well as suicidal thoughts, among the attacks from those who live in the shadow of lies and deception, nonetheless I forged forward to the best of my ability. I learned a lot through these past few years, I’ve learned about my shadows as well as the shadows of others. I’ve found myself deeper in my spiritual path, powers, and awareness of those who protect me from the other side of the veil.
I now fully comprehend what being in alignment means, I had a difficult time grasping its meaning but it all makes sense now. I had to change who I was in order to become the recipient of my dream, the dream. I am grateful, I get to follow my soul’s calling, there is no greater gift than that. Quite often people chase empty goals, relationships, and things, never feeling quite satisfied, that’s because something deeper is calling us back home- such is the perfection of our design. Break free from the chains of illusion dear ones, freedom is yours if you’re willing to claim it, do not give up, death is an illusion and fear a tool to be used to your demise or elevation- the choice is yours.