Your voice matters, the feelings you have are valid, they are worthy of coming into life and being witnessed, held, and released. There are people who are willing to listen without judgment, who desire your well-being, but first, you must agree to accept their assistance. Allow yourself that permission, to be free, you deserve it. We did not come here to just suffer, there are boundless joys to be experienced, yet we must release what does not serve us in order to make space for the light to come in.
It may be challenging, it may hurt, but it will be worth it. On the other side of our fears is our liberty. Let love in, let love in, let love in.